That moment when you want 5mins to yourself and people won’t leave you the fuck alone…..
My year has started off great! Ive lost weight and am finalky doing what makes me happy. Im winning. Welcome 2013!
2012…what a year indeed. This year, my 29th year on earth, has been one of the most eventful of my life. Where should I begin…
I started this year on a positive note. I began a new job in a new place with a new role. I also made a few resolutions and like most people I did not keep them. I traveled a lot, learned a lot about myself as well as others.
I traveled to st Thomas, California, Canada and Niagara Falls, Las Vegas, west va, pa, New York, and many places in Maryland. I took a nice trip to the outter banks of Nc to photograph lighthouses as well.
I learned a lot about myself and was made to confront some demons of my own. I hurts a few people along the way also and for that I am truly sorry. I also learned that I truly can change and let go of my vindictive ways as well. I was faced with a situation dealing with a very immature person ( although in age they are older) and instead of doing what comes natural to me, I allowed her to live, vent, cope, and tell lies and I did not retaliate. This was a huge step for me as I usually would have aired her out like yesterday’s trash and forced her to go into hiding. I say this to show that I am changing. She has certainly mistaken my disappearance from social networking as a weakness, however, it’s far more than that. It’s a sign of change for me. A type of change that she is incapable of understanding because she has not reached that level of maturity in life yet. My experiences this year has shown me that change is possible if you are willing to make true sacrifices to achieve it. 2012 has been a year of change and enlightenment. I am thankful for my experiences this year. The tough times as well as the good ones. In 2013 I’m not making New Years resolutions. I’m making life changes. Goodbye 2012 and my 20’s. I’m looking forward to the next chapters of my life. God has great things in store for me and I am FINALLY ready to embrace them.